I was just 8 years old when I found out that I was HIV positive. I had lost my mom the year before from AIDS, and now I was told I had ten years to live. I didn't really understand. I thought I was going to be like my mom, dying in a bed. They told me not to tell anyone that I had HIV, and that if I got hurt and started to bleed, not to let anyone touch me. I learned quick that not everyone would accept me like my godparents did…

As I got older, I decided to educate myself so I could teach others, especially my young peers. It was a long – and at times dark and lonely – journey to become confident. My HIV support group helped me to find my voice. When I was 12, I told the group I was not ashamed that I had HIV. I held my head high with the biggest smile – it was so FREEING! Soon after, I began public speaking.

I didn't think my story would make an impact in others' lives. But it did, and I was hooked. I attended Ryan White Youth Conferences to learn more. I met kids from around the US and the world. Listening to their stories was so powerful. Soon, I was leading empowerment workshops and touring with the national speaking group, Who's Positive, with some great young positive people – sharing our stories and educating other youth.

I learned that educating others about HIV and helping other HIV+ people is my passion. It's something I would love to do the rest of my life. I am going back to school so that one day I can start my own non-profit organization. I applied for a twenty thousand dollar scholarship and got it!

I am on a good path right now. I know where I want to go in life. I may not know the exact path, but I know the dream! My health is great. I am a survivor – of not just HIV but other challenging life events, too. I am a fighter and that will never change! I love life too much to give up.

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